today silent i miss myself were did i go im like a mass producer of beuty in my eyes all i can see is this moemnt can you imagine i woke up with the most beutiufl girl in the world to me i would lay down with her and hold her just to be and creat beuty just by being there thoughts jumble my mind cringes i cry without knowing why i love you please dont ever forget that right now i lvoe you with my heart and soul good so this is wat feels like to be scared

some days my heart runs low with passion i wonder if only i tried harder would i feel loved for me a thousand women would not do the trick i have loved over and over but this girl this one moment this thing express's and calms wat these thousands before have not god wat a masterpeice she is with her lips eyes and nouth all faced toward this sun ,that all of us call are life giver ,i wish for wat i once had but she gives me calm wat i wished for all along , but am i now wondering?

i sat with a thoght of regoition runnig through my undulating head decieeing if i should talk to hte beuty in front of me never the less i manged to talk myself out of it for sevral reasons the utmost one being love ahha in the end my day was strang i thought alot about love and alot abot freinds and i thuhgt mostly about truth
god i miss but for wat reason i love but for wat reason i question but for wat reason do i need help ahhah so any wya tell me wats the reason for living in this god forsaken world except maybe god?